tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44509071009498178042024-03-13T14:06:56.145-06:00Beautifully BrokenRachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.comBlogger64125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-31036163461233236562012-05-04T14:49:00.002-06:002012-05-04T14:54:11.351-06:00Down To The RiverThis past Tuesday was our End Of The Year BBQ with InterVarsity. It was such a great time to eat delicious food with friends I've known for 4 years and some I've just met. The community we have with Mines IV is incredible. It's so comforting to know that if I need someone, I have at least 50 close friends I can talk to.<br />
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We also did Senior Send-Offs which is good but hard. I'm saying goodbye to some of my best friends and will miss them dearly. I'm so excited to see where God takes each and every one of them and I know they will be a blessing to all they interact with. I'm so excited to be at Mines for another year to serve and grow with the fellowship, but at the same time it's bittersweet. I would also love to be moving on from college and to take my faith and what I've learned to the next stage in life. Fortunately for me, I feel like next year is doing just that. I want my career to be working on Staff with IV and being a student intern next year is such a huge blessing because it brings me closer to that dream.<br />
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But I think the best part of the evening was getting baptized! I was baptized as an infant and although I don't discount infant baptisms, I felt like choosing to be baptized was important; especially since I had no desire to be baptized until this year. I know that we are commanded, as followers of Jesus, to be baptized but really hadn't really seen the relevance to my life until just recently.<br />
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Being baptized is the same thing for me. I love God and live my life pursuing him and people know that. So I thought it was a fitting time for a public display of my commitment to him. It was so special to be baptized in the freezing water by a great mentor, with the amazing IV community surrounding me, and with a dear friend next to me.<br />
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Baptism hasn't changed my life dramatically, but I have noticed a difference. It is important, and it is a big deal and I'm so blessed by God. How could I not commit my everything to him??Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-48579845330708292322012-04-30T22:28:00.002-06:002012-04-30T22:28:47.925-06:00Dear Josh,Since you have been pointing out my lack of blogging, this one is devoted to you; rather, written because of you. <div>
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This year is almost done! I am just printing off my Engineering Economics "Investment Game" Report. We've already taken the final so after this I am done! In Process, we are just working on more pesky workshops even though we've already taken the final. He initially said they were extra credit, but after assigning more, no one knows what they are worth... Lots of miscommunication (i.e. lack of any helpful communication at all) in that class.</div>
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I'm very excited to be done with school. I am very not excited for Field Session. From what I hear, it focuses on aspects of engineering that I'm not well suited for. I'm not a problem solver when it comes to engineering problems, so hopefully I'll have good groups that help bring that out of me. The 6 days between the end of school and beginning of Field Session are quite full already. There is a day devoted to Doctors appointments (woohoo!), wedding stuff with family, dinner with the family-in-laws in which I ask for financial support for the internship (yikes!), my bridal shower (yay!!), and moving back into the Unicorn House. Busy, busy! But I'm excited to feel productive and to move on from this stage of of the year. Field Session will feel like a whirlwind I'm guessing, so the wedding will sneak up on me! Kinda a scary thought considering what needs to be done but also a super exciting thought!!</div>
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What's keeping me going is thinking of being on a beach with my husband. Honeymoon: T-54 days! </div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-77622919490789924362012-04-18T01:00:00.001-06:002012-04-18T01:00:04.288-06:00Burning EmbersSometimes blogging for IV is great.<br />
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A couple of weeks ago my post was about wonderful weekends and how much fun I was having. It's a little different this week. I'm drowning. Usually during the week I have one homework assignment and one quiz due Monday morning. Sometimes other little things will get thrown in there but I'm typically incredibly spoiled. </div>
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Last week I had the normal Heat Transfer homework and quiz for Monday, 2 Engineering Econ projects due Tuesday, a Genetics worksheet due Wednesday, work and Econ project due Thursday, and Process homework due Friday. It was a bit overwhelming. Stuff is changing with bible study so that's different and new, there was more prep for leaders meeting this week, not to mention the 2 hour long conversation I had with Daniel as well. All of these added things are good and I love doing them but with all of the added homework on top, I was going crazy.</div>
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Then over the weekend we had Fund Development Training for our Intern year. It was a great weekend, met some awesome people, and learned a lot. However, talking about money stresses me out and talking about asking people for money stresses me out even more. There is so much time and effort I need to put into fundraising. I know that it is a good thing, I know it's important, and I know it's worth it. But it's really overwhelming to think of it now and all of the meetings I need to make.</div>
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Now I'm onto another crazy week. I have four tests this week, one for every class. I also have extra homework due. I'm tired, my brain is exhausted from this weekend, I miss Brett so much, I don't get a break until after the Spring Break Trip, and there is still so much to do.</div>
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I know that this is a very busy week for a bunch of people out there. This weekend taught me that God will provide in miraculous, unexpected ways. I'm hoping he will work through my fog and exhaustion and provide me with the strength and focus to study hard this week and serve next week. </div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-41750321268190233602012-02-20T21:54:00.000-07:002012-03-05T17:19:33.331-07:00Wonderful Weekends<div style="text-align: justify;">
What a fantastic weekend!! With President's Day off on Monday and class cancelled on Tuesday, I was blessed with a 4 day weekend. As if that wasn't enough, this weekend was Soiree! That did mean missing out on Date Night because the boys were decorating for Soiree all night on Friday. But I got to spend all night on Friday learning about and playing pinochle with the roomies which was fun. </div>
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The most recent wedding decision made was about our cake. We will be having a 4 tier cake with butter-cream frosting. The 4 layers are split into 3 flavors - Zucchini and Lime Cake with Lemon Curd Filling, Red Velvet Cake with Fresh Raspberry Filling, and Carrot Cake with Cream Cheese Filling. I'm really happy with all of our flavors, but I really like the Zucchini and Lime because it is like vanilla but with a refreshing citrus undertone. It pairs so great with the Lemon Curd. This might also be my favorite because it is in the layer that Brett and I get to cut and eat together :)</div>
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We are just about ready to send out our Save The Dates. This has been stressful for me because this means that the guest list needs to be finalized...which has not been an easy process. It's tough combining the lists of family members and friends, but I think we finally got it down. We had to cut a lot of people out, but these wedding things are expensive so we did what we could. We also have to pick out 4 pictures to put in our Save The Dates.</div>
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Along with the Save The Dates we are sending out our wedding website address. Before we send this info out, I would like to have everything done on our website. Based on what I know about people, I don't think many people will keep checking the website after they first see if, but I've been talked into the realization that people will look at the website for info they need whenever they need it. Still, I would like to have everything on the website done before we send the Save The Dates out. In that case we need to finish hotel blocks and wedding registries.</div>
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The hotel block has been kinda annoying because the hotel we want is not being very accommodating. However Brett is doing all of the communication with the hotel and is setting up times for us to go check it out so that hasn't added any work for me. Such a blessing!</div>
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Wedding registries unfortunately wont happen before we send out Save The Dates. I'm bummed because I would really like to have them done but it's not possible to everything right now. We are thinking of doing registries at Crate & Barrel and Bed, Bath, and Beyond. I think we are going to put some furniture on there which feels a little weird but I've asked a lot of people and they think it's fine and it really would be helpful. And no harm if we don't get it! Just would be nice if we could. </div>
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And last thing we need to get going is Premarital Counseling. This is another thing my wonderful fiancee is taking control of for me. All this takes is a couple of emails! I'm excited to get this started. Being engaged has been good but there have definitely been challenges as well and I'm expecting marriage to be the same so it would be great to get some advice to be able to be better.</div>
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Ugh, so much to do! But it's getting done slowly but surely :)</div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-79302917847858023072012-01-26T13:13:00.001-07:002012-01-26T13:13:06.111-07:00Life UpdateIf busyness was measured by a lack of blog posts, then you would be able to tell how busy I am. Between school, InterVarsity, and planning a wedding my days are packed full. But it's fun stuff going on :)<br />
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Normal, I guess. Taking 13 credit hours this semester and so far it's been pretty easy. It's nice to have a little bit of extra time to give to other things since homework isn't taking as long. I have 1 1/2 years left. My class schedule shouldn't be too hard during those which is a total blessing.<br />
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A lot has been going on with IV this semester. 3 of the other 5-year Seniors and I are hoping to be student interns next year. We find out in a few days if that is officially happening and we are all incredibly excited for the potential the internship has for us. The 4 of us and 3 others on the Vision Team were invited to a staff conference in Florida last weekend. It was such an incredible experience; we were able to see how passionate all of the InterVarsity staff are and my mind was opened to some different possibilities that I've never thought of before. I also got to meet the Area Director of the University of Texas down in Austin (my hopefully future boss). We had lunch together and chatted about our different campuses and what IV looked like at each of them. And we talked about future possible needs in Texas; places where I could potentially go. It was an intense weekend and we all learned so much. <br />
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I've been having a lot of fun leading a bible study with Kevyn. It's been great getting to know him better and we have such an amazing group of people! They all have such potential to be great leaders in IV. I see at least two of them on the Vision Team in a couple of years. One of my girls is already on the Admin Team and the other is taking over the blog. This is kinda bittersweet for me. I'm so excited that she is willing to take on this task and is doing so with excitement and joy. She is a great writer and I could pick no one better to take Burning Embers over. We were talking about it last night and I was giving her the low-down and I could feel my grip of Burning Embers tighten. I'm excited for her to have it and excited to see how she makes it better.<br />
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The most changes in my life have happened in this area. Date is set for June 23rd at 10 am. Place is <a href="http://www.lionsgatecenter.com/gatehouse.html">The Gatehouse at Lionsgate Center</a>. Dress is bought, colors chosen, then changed, then changed again...for the last time, I promise! Bridesmaids picked, invited, and dresses found. Engagement pictures taken (we will get them soon!!), Save-the-Dates chosen, then changed. Guest list is way too long; we need to start kicking people off which just makes me sad. Then we need to get everyone's addresses. I found some invites I like but with the most recent color change it didn't work as well as I hoped. So I went Tuesday and looked at different invites for 2 hours and settled on the same one as before :/ That is a decision I'll be putting off for a while. We are meeting with the caterers on Sunday and the Cake people in a couple of weeks. It's on it's way to getting all planned. More details will come later :)Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-88017906112091796752011-10-29T22:43:00.000-06:002011-10-29T22:55:01.988-06:00The Proposal!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I don't think this comes as much of a surprise to many. I've been expecting this for 2 1/2 years, so I knew it was coming. And because there had been so much talk about it, I didn't think Brett would be able to surprise me. We are not a "dating" couple. So I figured if we went out to dinner sometime, that would be when he would propose. </div>
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That's a lie. I wasn't patient at all. There was always lots of joking and "hinting" about proposals and even though I knew he was going to propose at some point, I was completely in the dark about when he would do it. At the beginning of October, I was preparing for a busy month. 3 consecutive weekends were filled with Fall Conference, Vegas, and the Amazing Race. So I couldn't find a time that made sense for a proposal and figured I'd have to wait even longer. It was a reality I had come to terms with. I was talking to my roommate about it and she asked if Brett would propose during Fall Conference. And a couple days later my other roommate asked the same thing. I was 100% confident he would not. </div>
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Saturday morning started with breakfast where a friend told me the first thing he would do when he got home would be to tell Brett my ring size; a pretty typical conversation :) Brett stopped by and said hey and everything seemed totally normal! We split up for quiet time and after that hour we met again to listen to our speaker. Stephen stepped up to begin his talk and said that before he began, Brett wanted to say a few things. Brett was sitting in the row behind me and I remember looking back confused when he got up and walked to the front.</div>
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It wasn't until he got down on one knee that I finally realized what was going on. And after that all I remember is how much me and Brett were both shaking. I'm surprised he was able to get the ring on! And what a beautiful ring it is!! Thinking about it makes me shake still. Luckily we have video of it! </div>
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I am so proud to be on leadership with such an amazing group of people. A couple of weeks ago we were nearing the deadline for Fall Conference. With a goal of 70 people and only 27 registered, we had a lot of work to do in 3 days. 80 names were written down and we committed to holding each other accountable to invite them. It was overwhelming to think about. </div>
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But God really moved in this moment. In 3 days we nearly doubled our number, reaching 49 registered. With an extension, the number was brought up to 63, and the last 7 people registered in the last couple of hours! It was so amazing to get the updates and see God working through all of us leaders. </div>
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I am getting so excited for Fall Conference because of the people we have going. I wrote out the list of all 63 people yesterday and was so surprised at how long the list was! I feel so blessed to have the opportunity to create close bonds with friends, to spend time in the mountains, and to focus on being filled and refreshed with the presence of God. </div>
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So, to everyone that worked so hard to invite friends, thank you so much! It's a blessing to know you and call you friends :) </div>
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When I'm stressed, I like to bake. It relieves stress. It lets me focus on something I can control. It's something I'm good at. </div>
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I think part of why I've been stressed is because I no longer go home when I have breaks at school. I enjoy breaks at school because it gives me the potential to work on homework (although that hasn't happened to the extent I would like yet) and it's nice to see people I don't have class with. But on the other hand, I think there is something really restful about being at home. Even if your working, it's more restful. So I think that's really been wearing on me. Tuesday I left home at 8 and got back at 1 in the morning. The other days have been pretty similar. </div>
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When I am emotionally and relationally drained, it is really hard to me to be nice and energetic and happy around the people I am most comfortable around and care for me the most. It just creates problems where there shouldn't be which creates more stress. So I really need to attempt to change in that way. Not easy. </div>
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I feel like I'm just ranting about how crazy life is, but that is all that I can think of right now. Right now my to-do list is running through my mind, full of things I need get started on. So, I should probably go. But I would like to start blogging more consistently. No promises though. </div>
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You know those days where everything goes wrong. EVERYTHING. Day's when your car battery is dead and getting a new battery is a 2 hour long $100 adventure. Day's when you leave home at 8 and get back 14 1/2 hours later. Day's that you are so emotionally drained you can't even talk. And then, maybe you spray water all over yourself because the bathroom sink is messed up. Day's when you only remember stuff when you don't need to get it and you only forget those very important things when you are running late. And while heading over to grab the thing you forgot that is making you late, you're crying and have no way of stopping because you are so drained of any energy all you can do is cry. And then the place you are going to is the first bible study of the semester and you have to lead it with abounding joy and overflowing energy and the thought of that is totally overwhelming. </div>
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Tonight was one of the most intense bible studies ever. I saw God opening hearts. I've never had that experience with people I've just met before, and even if most of them didn't know how to handle sharing the things God was placing on their hearts, it was neat to see them open up so much. Two people starting tearing up from sharing about death's they've had to deal with. People started confessing things they knew needed to change (to almost complete strangers). We talked for twice the time that was planned for and we could have talked way longer. It was just really cool. </div>
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I have been in a similar situation several times this semester already. Holy cow, that's a lot of s's. Anyway, the pattern is becoming : I freak out, God provides above and beyond. It happened again. Second week of school and I think this would be the third time God has revealed himself in this way. </div>
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Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-57632880452607463522011-08-24T00:05:00.001-06:002011-08-24T00:05:45.652-06:00Hello again!!<div style="text-align: justify;">I realize it has been near a million years since I have posted anything here. I need to get better. And I think I will be! Because I've been encouraged to spend 5 minutes a day thinking about the ways God showed himself to me and how that is changing me as a leader. I've adapted it a little so that not only am I reflecting on how he's showing himself, but I also take time to ask him to reveal himself to me. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">And it's really neat to spend time thinking about it! Asking myself how I am being changed as a leader is one of the hardest questions I've ever had to answer, but reflecting on how God is showing up has been really neat. Because he has been! I think I had a mentality that InterVarsity at Mines was kinda being abandoned this year. And we did lose a lot of people and a lot of support. I was excited for the potential of what our fellowship could accomplish without our head, but very nervous at the same time. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I seemed to completely forget that God is ultimately our leader and that he will always provide. I'm blown away by how he has provided. The pattern I've been noticing now is I'll worry about one thing, and then God comes through in this over-the-top way that amazes me. Then something else comes up that I worry about and God provides for that as well. I hope I can start remembering all the ways I've been cared for so that I can release my controls and give everything up to God. I'm so excited about the potential I am already seeing for this year. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Also 310, the hotel room I just checked a guest into. Seems like it was the last room to get done and someone must have forgot halfway through because only part of the room was cleaned. It sucks to be in this situation because it was nothing that I did, yet I am the only person the guest has to deal with about it. Luckily we got everything situated eventually and the guest was not super upset about it. I feel so embarrassed though. And I can't get my heart to calm down. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Muscle relaxants seem to be helping though :) </div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-49833791949134190742011-06-05T00:21:00.002-06:002011-06-05T00:21:46.176-06:00Shiny Happy People<div style="text-align: justify;">Summer brings the wild, crazy, mean people to the hotel. The latest example? Being a slave to Satan herself. But praise be to God, there are also nice people. Today was a day full of nice people. And I made a friend!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">A guest called from a few blocks away asking for directions. I thought my directions were clear enough, two right turns and you've reached your destination! But he called 10 minutes later hopelessly lost. It was a bonding moment only furthered when he finally reached the hotel and checked in. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">He came a little bit later for some wine...and also some beer and we got to chatting. Like I said, good friends. He headed back to the room, his wife, and his two little ones, and I back to work. I like having fun with guests and this is generally the extent that I'll talk to them. But me and my new friend had one more meeting when I walked out of the back door of the hotel and caught him and his wife making out. Good, good friends.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">That man single-handedly made the last week and a half at work worth it. I'm just sorry I can't say goodbye tomorrow.</div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-81608328998476713382011-04-21T22:01:00.001-06:002011-04-21T22:01:44.839-06:00Dear Tom,<div style="text-align: justify;">The squeaky wheel really does get the grease! :) This post is <s>dedicated</s> written because of you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I just got home from God Answers. We got a panel of pastors and asked people for their best questions. Last year was the first time InterVarsity put this on and it blew us all away. So, this year I think people went in expecting a miracle again and at the start, not many people showed and I think that was a little discouraging to some. Either way I was excited to listen to some answers to hard questions.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Then I was asked to pray for the event in a separate room with a few others. My initial reaction was disappointment because I really did want to be in the room, but after starting to pray, I realized the huge honor and opportunity I was given. We spent 2 1/2 hours in that room, not necessarily praying the entire time, with a little break in the middle. That's the most time I've ever spent in prayer.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">It was great because we had a specific thing we needed to pray for, but it was still very vague in that. We all just prayed about what we felt called to, and had a couple people texting us about certain things that really needed prayer. That prayer was a conversation between me, God, and 4 other people, and that was incredible! That is what group prayer should look like, and I would love to share that with others. Ya, I don't really know what else to add. I spent the last couple of hours sitting, but I still feel totally wiped. That just took a lot out of me, but filled me up at the same time. </div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-84125838264964731222011-04-06T23:45:00.002-06:002011-04-21T22:02:25.690-06:00BlessingsThe past few days have been kinda weird for me. It's been as though I haven't been the one living my life, I've just been observing people live around me. I've felt stuck in a bubble unable to connect to people; and this is a huge problem since I'm a relational person and need that connection. But studying alone all day can do that to you, I guess. <br />
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The relational bubble continued today with more studying, and then heading to work, which made it the weirdest Wednesday every. But I got a Starbucks gift card, so not all was lost. Then it was bible study. Lately, I've gone into bible study with low expectations or little energy, although there is absolutely no reason for me to do that. But this amazing group of people never fail to brighten my day. A couple weeks ago, we walked around the dorms and asked people to study a passage for a few minutes with us. I was expecting so many no's, but every person me and Chris talked to said yes; the person wrapped in a towel ready to take a shower, the atheist doing homework, the boys playing video games; every single person. And perhaps the best part was I got to follow Chris around and see him lead his friends. I didn't do anything, and that was so amazing to see; to tangibly see God's faithfulness. <br />
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Tonight we had another great discussion. Just really digging into the passage and asking questions that we can't answer. Bible study is not something I do well, but it is so great to be surrounded by a group that so strongly desires answers. They are not settled, they are not content with mediocre faith, they search for answers, they seek. I can't even explain how much they have taught me. <br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I have a bad habit of keeping my burdens to myself. I don't feel like anyone should have to carry that for or with me, but unfortunately, this habit spread to God and I don't let him take anything off of my shoulders. This is something I noticed with a painful slap in the face last week, so I've been trying to change, trying to give him my burdens and the burdens of my friends as well. I think thats why I'm feeling ok. I'm pretty sure God understands the principles of thermodynamics so He won't have any problems with me passing these labs onto Him :) </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;">Today, I discovered a tiny cut on top of my hand that hurt like none other. It's in a place that is constantly moved so I feel it all the time. I found a mini band-aid though, and it makes me feel better, mostly because it's mini. </div>Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-8150488486872373712011-03-27T19:21:00.002-06:002011-03-27T19:22:37.455-06:00My New PenLife is busy. Spring break kinda accelerated everything, which really wasn't the plan. I've been trying to be more productive, but my ability to focus and actually work is seriously lacking. This post may or may not be my way of procrastinating... <br />
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I have had some really great conversations with friends. About pain and struggle and new exciting things to come. <br />
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AND, I have found the best Pandora station. Christina Perri is the artist and the music is the most random assortment of most of the music I love. <br />
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This month has been really hard, but has really blessed me. I'm excited for what else is in store.Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-55679680400458731192011-03-01T22:45:00.001-07:002011-03-27T21:45:32.703-06:00Blogger's BlockI don't know why I always find it so difficult to start writing a new post on <a href="http://www.largegroup.blogspot.com/">Burning Embers</a>. I generally have an idea of what I want to say, but I think that my writing gets better the further on in the post. So, I'm gonna practice and rant here first I suppose. Large Group tonight was about judging people. I'm a judgmental person. I try not to let people know that I am judging them, but it leads to me getting really annoying over really stupid things; like bad drivers. I judge drivers all the time, and I get mad and frustrated, and that makes me a worse driver, which makes me more mad. It's just a never ending cycle. <br />
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And I hate people that judge, I know, I realize the hypocrisy. I firmly believe that we are called to love everyone and in that, not judge them. But for some reason, I cannot apply this to myself. I am able to give strangers a free pass (somewhat), but I am really hard on my friends. I just hold you all to a really high standard, and I ignore the plank. <br />
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...Inspired. This worked.Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-70081795583391528732011-02-20T20:00:00.000-07:002011-02-20T20:00:51.682-07:00Stupid QuestionsIf I have learned one thing from working in customer service it's this: people are stupid. Here are some questions to prove it.<br />
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Q: Where is the restaurant? <br />
A: You see that area behind you where people are eating? Ya, that's it...<br />
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Q: How do I use the phone?<br />
A: Um...What part don't you understand? I mean, picking up, dialing...it's all pretty tough...<br />
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Q (via phone): What is your phone number?<br />
A: That would be the number you just called<br />
*This question has happened twice*<br />
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I'm sure there have been others, but those happened yesterday. Sometimes I honestly do not understand people.Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450907100949817804.post-15235760911294134212011-01-31T22:59:00.004-07:002011-02-01T17:41:01.358-07:00Living Like MikeFruita, Colorado got put on the map in 1945. With a headless chicken. Mike was supposed to be dinner, ended up living for 18 months, without a head.<br />
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I feel like Mike right now. Running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Life's just been really busy. I have stuff going on all the time. Even the time spent being lazy I'm multitasking. But I am finally at a place of rest, for a few days at least.<br />
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I'm ready to spend some time by myself. I need to think, I need to remember. When life gets busy it's hard to realize all the ways that you are constantly being blessed and I think I am at that place. I am so happy and am not getting stressed amidst the crazy that is rapidly taking over my life, but I really can't remember the last time I put time aside to think about how wonderful my life is. <br />
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I don't see the "headless chicken routine" slowing down any time soon, but I am excited to see what happens in that. There are so many things in my life right now that have so much potential to bring joy and I can't wait to embrace that and live with total joy again. <br />
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In talking to a friend about spiritual vision for this semester, I was able to realize something that I'm missing and hope to bring back into my life again soon. I want to fall in love with God again. I need to feel His embrace and comfort and let Him take control. I want my cup to overflow with Him and everything He has given me. After feeling so alone and so forsaken, getting the slightest glimpse at what He has in store for this semester is already changing my entire world.Rachaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14247533620391855431noreply@blogger.com0